im feeling kind of low and there is weird thoughts coming to me.
like im so tired of life, what's the point of enduring all these. what's the purpose in life, why am i here.
sighh ): lol sounds like a suicidal person. but im not la.
i just feel really tired of all these. school is stressing me out. all the stress is coming from there. freaking worried that i cant handle you know! arghh whats wrong with me. if others can why cant i. whyyyyy? i wish i could be faster, be slightly smarter. i wish i'd know everything.

suddenly, i felt so depressed. lol. ok i shall turn in.
what will tmr be?

sis showed me a video and i need to constantly remind myself. i should appreciate everything i have now and im really happy with it. just work harder.
"people are always focusing on the things that they cant have. and they overlook what they already have"

had this feeling, but its not real. and i wont want it.

my camera has been collecting dust for 2-3 months? hmmm. so busy that i dont have time to really use it. if only there is 10 days a week?