Later part of today is a dam bad day.
我真的很讨厌那种感觉。I think its hard to treat people with PTSD.
Like me experiencing several trauma with it. So it has caused me to have such intense fear.
Sometimes I think im abnormal too. Cause I can't control so I will get so freaking scared that I break down and later go through a few minutes of shocked. Lastly my hand starts to tremble. This is when it reaches the top peak.
You will never know how I feel.
I'd rather die then go through exposure therapy. So I guess it will alway be there.
:( when it comes to moment like this. You will know how impt your loved ones ar.

Thank you mummy papa meimei baby! (bro still in ns)

My stats report!!! I want to end all these!!! :(
Can someone shower me some love fun and happiness...