okk and its 5 dec, i kept telling myself that aft 1 dec life will be better. cause there is 5 dam submission during that week. and it isnt any better now? cause there's still 2 submission this week and right afterwards i only have 3-4 days to find and complete forensic literature review. followed by psychometric! gawd thats another tough module :(
and then time to mug for finals. 4 modules. im so worried that i cmi. like i were to fail 1 of them im wasting 1 semester.

and i dont really like this month as it brings back loads of unhappy memories, but im gonna remind myself that i can only reminisce a little of it.
totally not worth avoiding and getting upset over someone who dont cares, yeah.

i have died everyday waiting for you, darling dont be afraid i have loved you.